REPUBLIKA DOMESTIKA
by angeliska on May 27, 2006
It is all coming together
in myriad ways I never imagined..
Now the real work begins-
backbreaking at times, but it feels
amazing to be working on a home
I can truly call my own, our own!
It is terrifying and gorgeous.
I’ve got all kinds of interesting stories
from Renovation Station, but those will
have to wait until I’ve gotten it all together.
For now, I will say goodbye to my sweet
pixie cottage witch shack who has been
so very good to me.
I have always loved living in wee
Baba Yaga huts with chicken feet
but now is time for many rooms, many doors,
many windows, wonders..
Much has happened here in this little place.
I came here so broken and scared and
was held here, calmed and wombed.
I was born a few blocks away,
this neighborhood quiet and lazy and lovely
and filled with memories.
My mama’s old stomping ground,
the Elisabet Ney museum,
Sursum! – hallowed hills and cedars.
Dear Dougling took many photos of my old house
during the housecooling party-
some of my favorites are below..
I have to have and share just a glimpse
of all my treasures before everything goes
back into boxes for months and months!
So onward with peaceful visions of the
recent past, as corners of this place
now stand empty- and slowly our sweet
new home feels more and more just that-
home sweet home.
Cobalt and cuttings in the windowsill.
My Lady Story.
Oliver and Oswald.
Automatic portrait, cat-butt, butterflies.
The way it was.
Through the kitchen window.
Molly Luz and I.
Little Eliza Kai.
Floaty doorways.
On the way out.
Doll sisters.
My fingers are stained with peacock blue ink.
I’m about to embark upon a great adventure.
Housecooling Party
by angeliska on May 15, 2006
We bought a house! (Not pictured below!)
Therefore, celebrations must ensue-
a garden party to say goodbye to the abode of yestern
and hello to the domicile of the future!
Come frolic with us before we enter
into the exciting and dusty realm of amazing
and endless renovations!
There will be dancing, frivolity and convivial conversation.
Croquet is a distinct possibility.
Absurdist attire desired.
Please bring a beverage or snacky of your favorite flavor.
Ye Olde Witch-Shack – 4002 Avenue B
(this my former dwelling, which now must be
ceremonially cooled- with a gregarious party!)
The Bee's Knees
by angeliska on May 11, 2006
It feels like it has been forever and a day
but you look up from the heap of tasks
and suddenly the trees are wreathed in
thick vines and spring has tangled
her pale green fingers
in the hem of your dress
and beckons you come outside..
The Venus Flytrap made a lovely blossom.
I’ve been planting like mad in my new bee shoes..
So far I’ve got
❦ Vodka Cocktail Begonias
❦ Also some mysterious fancy furry/hairy
ones but I don’t know their names yet..
❦ Love-in-a-Mist
❦ Purple Dragon Basil
❦ Rue
❦ Tricolour Potato Vine
❦ Wormwood
❦ Jasmine
❦ Honeysuckle
The last three all come from cuttings, la!
Violette’s birthday was celebrated in fine style with fancy gateaux..
Bee cake and orchid cake! The bees are marzipan with almond sliver wings!
Sidral Mundet’s divine apple soda for Eastertime
(O egg goddess, pink bodice!)
Hairpins, a moon-moth necklace I made, and favorite Granny Krampus candydish.
For Oren’s birthday, I made him a Saint Hunter S. Thompson portable shrine.
He gifted me at the same time with The Curse of Lono, which makes me
stay up far too late cackling hysterically and trying not to get soup on it.
So, in honor of the fact that possibly as soon as tomorrow,
we may be proud home-owners (no, but for serious-
it’s really happening! Ho-leeeeee chit!)
we bought us some real furniture-
a loveseat and two chairs from the 1800’s
(for 300 dollars no less, bless you craigslist)
Rusty Jacknife has adopted them as his own
personal domain. There oughta be a law..
(against cuteness this extreme)
Now my neighbor is threatening to
set traps and harm my kitty somehow
if he finds one more dead birdie in his yard.
Eh..
Is this the face of a hardened killer?
Oh, and here’s the horrid dream
that I had all because I looked at this:
Portent of Doom!
I am in the back of a taxi cab with a dusky boy
and girl who have recently become parents.
They are taking their infant daughter home from the hospital,
and laughingly ask me if I’d like to hold her.
As the tiny bundle is turned away from breast
and into my arms I see that she is anencephalic
(Because anencephaly is not compatible with life,
medical termination of pregnancy is common.)
She was born with no brain.
Her skull a flat nothing, forehead ending right over
her bulging, rheumy eyes.
Her arms are too long and wiggly,
small paddle-shaped hands fiddling in my hair.
She gurgles and groans, but is an empty shell-
no spark of self-hood, of soul dwells within her.
She is a terrible error, a mistake,
a complete biological failure.
I think it would be better if they had killed her at birth.
Her mother and father, mere children themselves-
(and possibly siblings now that I look at them closely)
find their stunted monster-baby to be
the funniest thing they have ever seen.
I am so horrified that I make my mind transform
this wrong baby into clay that I mold into
a hello kitty geisha doll which I place on
a shelf with other dolls and trees made of eyes.
I wake up gagging, throat full of sand.
My Great Aunt
by angeliska on April 12, 2006
Jessie Polacheck Sheridan
September 14, 1923 – November 4, 2005
This weekend I traveled to Chicago
with my Grandfather for my
Great-Aunt Jessie’s memorial service,
which was, without question, the most
incredible memorial I have ever witnessed.
I have found most of the (all too numerous)
funerals, wakes and the like I have attended
to be fragmented, weak ceremonies
drained of all meaning by “modern”
convention and fraught with blearily
numb or wearily distraught crowds
of friends and relatives boozed up
or propped up by percoset
and xanax cocktails,
clutching at crumpled kleenexes
and ill-prepared eulogies.
This wasn’t like that.
No choking scent of funereal flowers,
no droning electric organ, or nasal hymns.
This was a real send-off given by her
impassioned, brilliant, odd-ball family-
my family, one I am very proud to be
a part of.
I learned more about my Great-Aunt
that day than I had ever known about her,
which regrettably wasn’t much-
considering that we were rarely in
each other’s vicinity.
Even more regrettable is the
realization of how much we
had in common, and how much
I could have learned from her.
All of this was culled from
the eulogies of her nine (!) children,
from her remaining siblings
(my Grandfather and Great-Aunt)
and her cousin, who in a fevered fit
of ranting referred to G.W. Bush as a
“dirty lying rascal” to which the ENTIRE
congregation burst into applause!
We sang “All The Pretty Little Horses”
and “Solidarity Forever”
and recited the 1st Amendment as a song
(this is how she taught it to all her children
so that they would never forget it..)
Here it is, just in case you did..
Congress shall make no law respecting
an establishment of religion,
or prohibiting the free exercise thereof;
or abridging the freedom of speech,
or of the press; or the right of the people
peaceably to assemble,
and to petition the government
for a redress of grievances.
Here are some things I learned:
My great-aunt Jessie,
“a happy and proud misfit”
former member of the Communist Party,
“housewife and hussy and part-time poet”
who loved dragons,
& peter falk,
& babies,
& eskimo art,
& political debate.
Who adored
William Blake
and
William Morris,
Utopian experiments
and the Venus of Willendorf.
Who collected sugar skeletons,
dolls, art nouveau lamps,
masks, birds and stars.
Who went to movie palaces
with real swans swimming
in a pool in the lobby.
Who wore combs in her hair,
and said things like,
“Jesus Christ on a bicycle!”
and “Well, tough titty said the kitty,
but the milk was good!”
and “If you are so smart, then
why ain’t you rich?”
And when neighbors complained of her
yard becoming an overgrown thicket
she posted a sign reading,
“KEEP OFF THE GRASS!
PROSECUTORS WILL BE VIOLATED!”
Who wrote stories about a woman
who was arrested for peeking under
the clothing of dolls in a department store,
trying to find one that was anatomically correct,
and collections of poetry called
“Mothers and Other Losers”
Who sold face powder door to door
for House of Charm.
Who contributed to
“The Feminist English Dictionary
-An Intelligent Woman’s Guide to Dirty Words”
with the following poem
(which was recited, in its
entirety by her son during the service-
who also mentioned to the crowd that
“William Blake can kiss her ass!”)
Ode to Whores
Sisters, they robbed us
Of our fire
The source
Of warmth, of heat,
Life burned
In us. They stole it, then,
Did not know
How to use it.
If they could,
they would have
Killed us all.
Instead, they sorted us
into “Whores” and “Ladies”
Saying, “You, Whores
Keep some of it
So we can use it, and
You, Ladies, go
Freeze to death.”
Playing “Whores and Ladies”
To divide and rule.
-Jessie Polacheck Sheridan
October 1973
The Masque of Youth, by Jessie Arms Botke
from the mural in Ida Noyes Hall
where the service was held.
Who are the Mardi Gras Indians?
by angeliska on April 5, 2006
I recently became aware that many people I’ve met here have never heard of the Mardi Gras Indians. Blank stares and misconceptions run rampant when the subject comes up, sadly – as this is a major part of New Orleans culture, and a tradition not found anywhere else. Rarely have I seen anything so inspiring and beautiful.
In the early 1800’s most poor African-American citizens were banned from attending the Mardi Gras Balls held by usually all-white or Creole “Krewes.” These secret society organizations were devoted to putting on elaborate costumed celebrations and parades. Until the 1960’s, it was illegal (during Carnival time) for African-Americans to enter the French Quarter, congregate, or parade on the main streets. It was also against the law for a black person to “mask” or hide their identity behind a costume. But meanwhile, in the poor neighborhoods where the law normally did not bother to police during busy Carnival season, a unique way of celebrating Mardi Gras was forming. Social Aid and Pleasure Clubs formed within neighborhoods to act as mutual aid societies, provided insurance and health care. They also sponsored funerals for passed members that involved a walking brass brand following the funeral carriage, and a “second line” of dancing paraders behind. The jazz dirges the band played would become more joyful on the way back from the cemetery. Eventually the second liners decided they didn’t need a funeral (or anyone’s permission) to parade the neighborhoods. This is what they did, nearly every Sunday morning- (and what they still do- at least, until Katrina.) The Mardi Gras Indians evolved from a deep respect and desire to pay homage to the memory of the Choctaw and Seminole Indians. The tribes aided countless African slaves in their escape from the tyranny of slave owners. Many of the escaped slaves vanished into the bayous and swamps, where they joined Native American tribes, often marrying and syncretizing their cultures and beliefs. For two centuries, a bond was kept alive between these two cultures- both oppressed by the white presence in Louisiana, and both possessing a common reverence for the earth, their ancestors, seasonal ritual and ceremony. Many of the slaves in New Orleans were taken from Nigeria, where traditionally members of visiting tribes would show respect to their hosts by donning their ceremonial costumes at ritual celebrations. Another theory about the roots of this tradition follow its beginning to the Buffalo Bill Wild West Shows of the 1800’s, which might have given some shape and vision to an idea of Native Americans that previously were only passed down in oral tradition. The “masking Indian” tradition began as a reenactment of the “warpath” mode as a way of staking out turf, or territory and challenging and “settling scores” with adversary tribes. The Uptown and Downtown districts of New Orleans were populated by groups of West Indian and African descent, and who apparently had nothing but disdain for each other. This resentment would manifest itself in violent outbreaks. Shootouts and knife or hatchet fights were not uncommon, and Mardi Gras day became known by the Indians as a day for revenge. Between the late 1940’s and the 1960’s violence had begun to take its toll: a new way of continuing the competition arose- the most beautiful and elaborate costume, the best singers, and the most skilled dancers would walk away from a confrontation victorious.
The intricately beaded, bejeweled and brightly feathered “suits” are painstakingly created by each Mardi Gras Indian. They are a stunning visual manifestation of expression as well as a form of nonverbal communication. The beadwork (especially of the Uptown Indians) is more evocative of the Yoruba people of Nigeria than of any traditional Native-American style. The images they depict, however, show symbols and tell stories from Native-American cosmology: depicting the buffalo, hawk, eagle, arrows, and images of the brave in varied aspects of life. These beaded panels, story boards, flaps, and aprons are gestured to and revealed in the challenging dance. The accompanying chants describe the images and show off their craftsmanship simultaneously. The call-and-response chant and singing style is also traditionally African- the words a blend of street slang, Kreyol patois, and many phrases whose original root and meaning has been lost. This unique cult language has been very difficult to retrieve via oral sources. Mysterious phrases such as, “Two-Way-Pocky-Way” have been repeated and remembered from one generation to the next as part of the confrontational procession. The text from Allan Lomax’s book Mister Jelly Roll reveals “The Kreyol spelling as ‘T’ouwais, bas q’ouwais’ and response ‘Ou tendais,’ though there have been other representations. One possible translation of the phrase is ‘I’ll kill (tuez) you if you don’t get out the way, ‘ with the response ‘Entendez,’ or ‘I hear ya!’” Percussive instruments, such as tambourines, drums, cowbells and other makeshift instruments are “called” by the big chief as accompaniment. The response is led by the tribe, and the group of enthusiastic followers who cheer and sing out the glory of the fierce and majestic Indians. These songs, although similar are rarely sung in just the same way by all the tribes, though they lay claim to the same repertoire. The tempo may be fast or relaxed depending upon the mood of the singers, but it remains consistent throughout the song.
On Mardi Gras day St. Joseph’s Day and Super Sunday, with some other appearances during the year (including during JazzFest), neighborhood tribes display their dazzling, colorful costume artistry. The “main force” tribes move through the community in an informal competition led by the tribe’s “Spy-Boy” or “Spy-Girl.” These warrior-scouts are dressed in “running suits,” lighter, less elaborate costumes, fashioned to allow the wearer to move quickly if necessary. These scouts are not always young, as their title might indicate- older, more experienced Indians are often chosen for their abilities in “reconnaissance and evasion.” Next comes the “First Flag”, or standard bearer, which is usually a staff or totem held high and emblazoned with the tribe’s name and symbols. Then the “Medicine Man” (who naturally holds the role of spiritual advisor), the “Second Flag” (the big chief’s personal scout), the “Wild-Man” (bodyguard to the chief), “Lil’ Chief” (who is usually a young male heir to the chief hood, learning and being groomed to take over eventually). After these follow the “Big Queen” who stays near to the chief and serves as his primary advisor. Finally comes the, “Big Chief”. He directs the tribe and the march and decides whom to “engage” and whom to “ignore”. Immediately following the Big Chief, in other tribes you may see a 2nd or 3rd chief. These “second-in-line” are there for back up and protection, as well as for continued leadership if anything should befall the Big Chief. The tribe is then followed by the band or simply a percussion section. One by one, dancing in toe/heel fashion, each member of a tribe meets his counterpart for an individual challenge, and all meet and play out their traditional roles. Finally one big chief faces another. Knees bent, arms outspread, swaying from foot to foot, and turning in a circular motion the chiefs slowly size each other up. This preening proves especially effective for showing off the costumes. Prestige for the tribe is garnered through the beauty and intricacy of the suits and the power and confidence of an experienced chief. Because the tribes have no set routes for their day’s “journeys” whether they meet each other, or not, is often entirely a matter of chance. When opposing tribes meet, there is dancing and general “showing off,” all with a shared pride in “suiting up Indian.” Participants in this street theater of confrontational posturing, role-playing, music, costume and dance are enacting an ancient ritual- at once honoring the indigenous tribes of America as well as (if not more so) their own African ancestral legacy. The original words are difficult to trace, but today the primary function is assertive peer-group bonding.
In the words of Big Chief Larry Bannock (of the Golden Star Hunters), “Mardi Gras Indians is the parade most white people don’t see.” The “secret society” nature of the tribes, and their “underground” status in the Carnival celebration have led to this ethnic culture becoming marginalized. The high cost and intensive labour required of making a costume can be prohibitive in a community where poverty is the norm (where creation of one year’s costume can cost thousands of dollars). Hassling from police and local government, fines, and exorbitant permit fees have led to concerns about the tradition’s ability to survive. The elderly chiefs who know the old ways and oral traditions are dying out. This last stand of psuedo-tribal culture in an urban setting seems destined to become a thing of the past- especially since Hurricane Katrina virtually wiped out entire neighborhoods where these vibrant ceremonies took place. This Mardi Gras and Super Sunday proved that the tribes will indeed survive, literally hell or high water- as Big Chief Larry said this year, “All it takes is one Indian on the corner and we’re going to survive,”
Photographs by Christopher Porche West and Michael P. Smith.
Lower Ninth Aftermath
by angeliska on March 11, 2006
Before we left New Orleans we made a terrible sort of pilgrimage,
to the pitiful remains of what was once a neighborhood,
home after home destroyed completely, lost irrevocably.
My friend Myrtle told me not to go, but I knew I had to.
People lived and danced and slept and spoke and died here.
So many people died here.
It goes on like this for mile after mile after mile.
This destruction was not caused by hurricane force winds alone.
This is where the levee was breached at the Industrial Canal,
water rushed in here and knocked everything down.
The sun was still shining, birds singing weakly.
The grass is growing back in patches, though the ground is
soaked in poison. People wear masks now just to walk there.
Makes you want to throw your shoes away when you leave,
but they’re the only ones you have, so you wash them off and go on.
Though, surprisingly some of the old oaks survived, tough trees.
The bus stop is still there, though no bus will every come again.
Clothes hanging in the closet of a house falling in on itself.
Sodden teddybears in the road,
mud-caked and lost from their children.
Disaster tourists flocked like vultures, but why shoo them?
I’m one too, and we all need to see this – need not to forget this.
To take our images back home and show them, to you.
C’est Levee? (amazing, really.)
Last of the Ninth (an excellent article, please read)
Hurricane Autonomous Workers Collective
New Orleans Indymedia
MARDI GRAS APRÈS L'ORAGE
by angeliska on March 8, 2006
With no sleep to speak of, the feathers fluttering,
the sun ablazing, the glitter geysers soaring we
hobbled and sashayed our rag-tag entourage
across the tracks and to down Ye Olde Friendly Bar
to meet up with the Krewe of Saint Anne..
Ilya and Nina on Mardi Gras Mornin’
Ddddaberto as a sweet drowned sailor, a la Pierre et Gilles Marins et Mer
Bella Melinda
Headpiece and phoenix-beak were
lovingly created from copper by my sweetheart!
Bling to blind your eyes..
Jeanne D’arc, Maid of Orleans
Her monumental counterpart..
Le Sacre Coeur de Nouvelle Orleans
Catholic Icons Galore!
Lovely Veronica. This girl always blows my mind.
Her carousel actually spins around, lights up, and plays music!
I loved this mask so much I licked the snoot of it. Really. I did.
Nina Carolina and her effervescent innards.
Salty Walty and the Mardi Boys
(Misha the faun and Jesse with the mathematical face)
A radiant babydoll, the Empress Mrs. Antoinette K-Doe (and friend)
Mardi Gras Indians suits at the Backstreet Cultural Museum
So pretty!
On the way home..
Goodnight Wild Magnolias…
Oh, and also…
Incriminating Ash Wednesday evidence from
Saint Anne peek-tures from
Lundi Gras (A pictorial essay on the nature of debauchery)
by angeliska on March 7, 2006
We rolled into town just as Krewe of Eris was lining up
at the train tracks duskwise with shopping carts stuffed
with golden behemoth baby puppet-monsters with glowy eyes.
Sadly, I don’t have any pictures to prove it.
Anybody have an extra KoE poster from this year or last?
A cloud of Angel’s Trumpets to herald our arrival with datural clarions!
Springtime in Post-Katrina New Orleans, baby.. Intoxicating much?
Miss Raven (in her snazzy Pussycat Gun Girls uniform)
flanked by her loving husband, the irreverent and towering Jayme Kalal.
Bringing it home with 9th Ward Marching Band at the Proteus Parade..
Sweet Miss Elena
Pandory caught the hypothermia. Luckily, I avoided gettin’ bit..
P and Nina Carolina, representing the United States of America.
Hee.
I think this picture pretty much sums Lundi Gras up for ya.
Oh, and here’s Peaches. With no head, apparently. And my friend, her ass.
She played with Quintron and Miss Pussycat and the Gun Girls,
and I sort of remember most of it, and then we never went to bed,
and I have lots of pictures of that but they are all too Retardi-Gras
to show you. Sorry. And then it was…
MARDI GRAS MORNING!
(coming soon..)
Laissez les bon temps rouler, et laissez les espèces des cons tailler mon pipe!
by angeliska on February 25, 2006
These are from New Orleans, around last Easter.
The church and Mary in the churchyard I always loved,
and my dyed green dresses dripping on the balcony.
I’ve been dreaming about this Mardi Gras for months now.
My internal clock has been a cuckoo until a fellow refugee reminded me
that I’m still running on New Orleans time- and ’tis the season,
one like no other and I know it’s time to come full circle back
to a town where the circle is not round.
I miss her like we all say, like you might miss your old lover-
her hair all tangled with moss over her eyes slightly
afraid and ashamed at the mess she’s become, how ill-used..
But next Tuesday morning we’ll let it all slide away, bust out brash
and brazen through the fog shaking what mama gave us.
Fragments of how I lived, my neighborhood, my morning ride
when everybody said hello to you on the street and the history
the scent of white flowers heavy, salt-teary and wistful..
I’m going back to her, albeit briefly- to kiss her on the cheek
and say goodbye properly.
I want to dance with you when I arrive,
I want to see that red sun rise.
My lady story
My lady story
My lady story
Is one of annihilation
My lady story
Is one of breast amputation
My lady story
My lady story
I’m a hole in love
I’m a bride on fire
I am twisted
Into a starve of wire
My lady story
My lady story
Lie in road for you
And I’ve been your slave
My womb’s an ocean full of
Grief and rage
My lady story
My lady story
My lady story
My lady story
And still you’re coaxing me
To come on out and live
Well I’m a crippled dog
I’ve got nothing to give
My lady story
My lady story
My lady story
My lady story
I’m so broken babe
But I want to see
Some shining eye
Some of my beauty
My lostest beauty
My lostest beauty
Read all about it:
Laissez les Bon Temps Se Lever Encore –
(He describes her ever so aptly as “a feral, foam-flecked, be-sparkled, vodka-reeking, fluffy, snarling, maribou beast..”)
Krewe of Saint Anne –
Fatal Eggs –
LIVING IN NEW ORLEANS: Mardi Gras
and this…
A really amazing oral history project
featuring our 9th ward dearies by New York Night Train
KATRINA AND BEYOND:
NEW ORLEANS NINTH WARD UNDERGROUND MUSIC
Flotsam and Jetsam
by angeliska on January 31, 2006
I was working in my garden the other day
and accidentally unearthed this little friend:
knotty, knotty little snakey!
Some things:
✶ I made kombucha tea.
✶ If you want to come to yoga class with me,
it’s bring a friend for free week.
✶ The Ötzi Curse Strikes Seventh Person
✶ Spotting Sex-Rats in Polygamy
✶ The Perfect Medium: Photography and the Occult
✶ Bosnian Pyramids
✶ Baby Cyclops Goatie
✶ My sister is going to be here soon!
✶ I got a job at a toy store.
✶ Everything is about to get even more interesting.
✶ Can we go here? Now, please?
✶ Feast your eyes, why don’t you?
✶ Christiane Cegavske’s film “Blood Tea and Red String”
She worked on it for 12 years.
If you live in SF you can see it Thursday, February 2nd
at the Castro Theater at 5:00 pm and
Saturday, February 4th at the Roxie at noon.
(Danke, )
Some Books I Would Like Please:
❦ The Seven Addictions and Five Professions of Anita Berber-
Weimar Berlin’s Priestess of Depravity
❦ Suffled How It Gush: A North American Anarchist in the Balkans
❦ Ghostwritten
Here’s a dream from January 19th, 2005:
(It was my grandfather’s birthday)
I’m rummaging in my abandoned shack
for liquor bottles, pernod, chartreuese, whatever’s left.
I fill the cart with neccesaries and head down Holly St.
balancing my sword over the rim, cars speeding past me.
I take a shortcut through a dim and sleekly elegant yakuza lounge
where thick thugs and slim, savage chieftains gamble and flirt
with furious geisha who totter after me and my rattling cart, tut-tutting.
My sword’s cheap thai steel has become of the brightest damascus,
polished like a mirror- a masterpiece transformed from pretty junk.
But I’ve gone mad, and spit on the steps as I leave
this dangerous shortcut hearing the painted women
mutter like cherry branches in a violent storm.
Eventually they trail me and take my cart and sword away
and wrap me in soft blankets and take me to my room
which is sky blue, sea blue, with robin’s egg blue glass
windows through which I can spy a rippled beach.
Oh what peace I find within.
And then I miss Mardi Gras because I can’t get down
the stairs in my costume which sadly, isn’t all that different
from what I wore last year and I miss the best part
and everyone tells me how fantastic it was.
I dream about smoking “just one”
which is sometimes divinely satisfying
and sometimes horribly unpleasant
and always I shake myself awake in a panic.
どんな左2005.I’m 1 月19 日、アルコール飲料のびんの私の断念されたshack 、
chartreuese pernod で買物をする。私はneccesaries でカートを満たし、縁、
私を過ぎて促進する車上の私の剣のバランスをとるヒイラギの
St. の下で先頭に立つ。私は厚い刺客私の後でよろめくおよびtut-tutting
私のがらがらと鳴るカート取る細く、野蛮なチーフテンが激烈な芸者と賭け、
flirt ヤクザの薄暗く、なめらかに優雅なラウンジを通して近道を。
私の剣の安いタイの鋼鉄は傑作がきれいながらくたから変形させたミラー
のように最も明るいダマスカスの、磨いたなった。しかし私は塗られた女性は激しい
嵐のチェリーの枝のようにつぶやくことを聞いている私が私の危ない近道を残すと同時に気違いに行き、
ステップで吐く。結局それらは私を引きずり、私のカートおよび剣を取り、
柔らかい毛布の包み、そしてスカイブルー、
私が波立てられた浜を調査できるロビンの卵の青いガラス窓が付いている海の青、
である私の部屋に連れて行く。どんな平和私がwithin.
And をそして私見つけるかオハイオ州は私が時々神に満足し、
時々恐ろしく不愉快私パニックで目がさめている自分自身をいかに揺するかかどれが素晴らしい常に”ちょうど
1 つ” を煙らすことについてのwas.I の夢別の私が私逃す最もよい部分を逃し、
去年身に着けていた皆は私に告げ、ものをと悲しげに、
それすべてでない私の衣裳の階段の下で得ることができないので謝肉祭を。そし
て私は私が時々神に満足し、
時々恐ろしく不愉快私パニックで目がさめている自分自身をいかに揺するかかどれが素晴らしい
常に”ちょうど1 つ” を煙らすことについてのwas.
I の夢最もよい部分を去年身に着けていた皆が私に逃すか別の私が言うものをと悲しげに、
それすべてでない私の衣裳の階段の下で得ることができないので謝肉祭を逃し、。
And sort of translated out, by a sort of robot:
What kind of left 2005.
I’m January 19th, the alcoholic drinks
it is to extend it shops with shack
and chartreuese pernod where I am given up.
I fill up the cart with neccesaries,
the edge, pass me and under St. of ヒイラギ
which takes the balance of the onboard my sword
which promotes take the lead.
I wobble after thick assassin me
and tut-tutting my and others
and others the cart which sounds you take,
to be thin, the geisha and the betting and the flirt yak
where the savage chieftain is violent be dim,
smoothly through the elegant lounge the shortcut.
The steel iron of the tie where my sword is cheap
polished like the mirror which it makes it
become deformed from the junk
where the masterpiece is clean the brightest Damascus, it became.
But as for me as for the woman who was painted
like the branch of the extreme stormy cherry
when the shortcut where I who inquire
about ぶ anther thing me am dangerous is left,
it goes to the lunatic simultaneously,
spits with step.
After all, those drag me, take my cart and the sword,
the package, and the sky blue of the soft blanket,
blue of the sea
where the glass window
where the egg of the robin
which can investigate the beach
where I can billow is blue
has been attached, keep accompanying in my room which is.
What kind of peaceful I and personal opinion attach within.
And as for me I am satisfied with occasionally with God,
occasionally to be fearful how it shakes me by the eye
has awakened in unpleasant my panic, the dream of was.
I always either one is splendid concerning
“exactly the smoke and others doing one”
everyone who attaches the best part to last year’s body
lets escape to me or, those which another I say heavyheartedly,
being not to be possible,
to obtain under the stairway of my design
which is not that everything it lets escape
thanking/apologizing meat festival.