Posts in the “FASCINATIONS” category

Светляки

by angeliska on June 21, 2005

I am fevered and fainéant, my skin is covered in blue flames. I walk in between sheets of dark water, and metallic waves of afternoon heat. My hands are stained bloody with beets and curry, black with walnut ink and (…)

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Sola Esperanza

by angeliska on June 4, 2005

Slowly, slowly returning from the depths- a dark morass clogged with twigs and tangling weeds that wind around your ankles and threaten to take you down, down.. A dim corner of the soul where this image is the only thing (…)

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Scare Tactics

by angeliska on May 13, 2005

In honor of Friday the 13th, and the absolutely abhorrently shit day I’ve had, I bring you a little blood-lust, gore and mayhem! Such things always tend to always make me feel more cheerful, anyway. What follows is an exposition (…)

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ARTCHURCH (if you live in my town)

by angeliska on May 10, 2005

Tuesday = ARTCHURCH at Angel + Pandora’s 8pm – until.. we are tired of art and must have dance-party instead. (It used to be on Sundays, once upon a time- hence the CHURCH part..) Please bring: A project to work (…)

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черно-белая

by angeliska on May 9, 2005

I found this picture, randomly, of me sitting on the steps of my beloved old crumbling abode. I wish I could remember who took it. I don’t look particularly happy. My mama, the lonesome cowgirl, at 15 or 16 years. (…)

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Waking Dream

by angeliska on May 6, 2005

This is extremely vivid, and begins as though I am watching a film of an old Asian woman who lives alone on a beautiful, yet remote island. Only she’s not really all that old- maybe 60 years only, and her (…)

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Снаружи

by angeliska on May 2, 2005

And now.. I could be out here flying a kite over foggy fields the pungent pines the verdant vales the vapid vines and the thousand purple cups of wine.. I could find myself on a rainy night in a beautiful (…)

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Make it stop, please.

by angeliska on April 18, 2005

I woke up Thursday, to find P.’s bunny rabbit, Toby, on the balcony. He was very still, gone all gray and flat where he used to be round and orange, like a pumpkin. The death demons have found their way (…)

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Ca m'épate, mais c'est comme ça.

by angeliska on March 29, 2005

I’ve been dreaming nightly of tigers and of mothwings. I wake and remember fragments, and then recall the words that roused them: “I kneel in the nights before tigers that will not let me be in this room the hours (…)

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13 bees – Things I've done that perhaps you haven't. Yet.

by angeliska on March 12, 2005

1. Smoked opium in grass huts with Burmese hill-tribes in the Golden Triangle. I was too nauseous and nervous about the possibility of barfing in their grass hut to enjoy it much, though.But at least I didn’t hurl on the (…)

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